Another name to add to my first what if…. list. I don’t understand… This is someone we should try to clone… not, well, not what happened to her.

Cheslie Kryst, Civil Rights lawyer, former Miss USA, MBA and a JD. Another talented life that could have made a difference lost to the abyss of stupidity. This country is great.


A 15 year old Michigan child is pleading insanity after he went on a school shooting rampage. That child reported hearing voices, more like whispers and he even said that the voices just won’t go away. No parent would ever want that to happen to their child, especially knowing how this whispers were happening. I am all in favor of choice, whether you choose to have a child or not, that is completely your decision. I don’t feel it right that people that don’t interfere with the ones that do or vice versa. What happens when it’s your own government that decides to screw with your kid?

What if…. everyone decided not to have children. At this point , where you have to acquiesce to a group of people and their sadistic behaviors, sadistic originating from the Marquis de Sade a French philosopher and a real sick bastard, and their fondness for being Alabama… inside joke that’s not so funny, also originating from Marquis de Sade and a French philosopher and a real sick bastard,… what would happen if people just started to decide not to bring children into a world where experiments like MKUltra, done to a 16 year old by the name of Theodore Kaczynski, you might know him by the name of Unabomber, were done by the government to its own citizens? Why should children suffer because sadistic, originating from the Marquis de Sade a French philosopher and a real sick bastard, people that have a fetish for… hmmmm… whatever.. run the show. what is it about the fascination of mind control that allows people to act like the most evil versions of themselves.

If no child was born, to a country where they have no regard for a child, then that country would soon perish. Maybe that’s the appropriate thing to happen. There are certain children of certain parents that would never happen to, but everyone else it seems to be duck season, or is it rabbit season…. No, child season. If I know, if there is any way to know, that this is what they will do to my child, I would do everything in my power to have my wife or girlfriend have an abortion. There is no way I would have a child. Btw…I do have a child, a son… my hypothetical is for any future offspring.

These people have a great way of deflecting by changing the topic and turning one person against the other, to the point where you don’t remember who the sadistic person is in the first place. The right hand can do whatever it wants when you are so focused on that left hand. MAGIC…….


Alright, I know, I stole this from Marvel…. the What if scenario…. I give them all the props for being inventive geniuses (I was going to put ingenuitive but it turns out that is not a word, huh, who knew)

Let me start, what if… you could go back in time and instead of killing all the evil people you kill all the people that made a contribution to humanity. Isaac Newton, Albert Einstein, Shakespeare, Mozart, Angela Mayou, Jobs, Ghandi, Queen Isabella of Spain (that’s right, whether you like it or not), Tesla (Nikola not Elon, even though there is an argument to be made for the latter), Ghandi (crap, already said him), Galileo, Da Vinci, King Jr (the first time, they succeeded the second time) Mother Teresa.

What would the world look like today… Some may say that what they thought of, someone else would have eventually but I disagree. I think these people were here for that purpose and only they would have come up with the solutions to those problems. These people were all rebels, bucking the system, going against the grain, giving their governments giant headaches and a lot of angina (not to be confused with vagina) and a shitload of GERD. It wasn’t just their genius that made them special but also the fact that they had courage, enough to put their own lives at risk, to challenge the governments status quo, to complete their task.

So why is that this type of genius courage doesn’t exist anymore? How is it that the type of people that shaped the world for the better don’t really endure anymore. (Real quick, a shout out to the person that invented the thesaurus, exist.. endure…, )

Now, a lot like Aaron Swartz, who I thought would have revolutionized the world, Robin Williams, Chester Bennington, Hemingway and King Jr., and many modern day geniuses, if you go against the grain, the government seems to employ a lot of high tech devices to cut your feet from under you. But you know who still exists, they guy that kidnapped Dulce Alavez… and maybe using the same high tech devices. A Federal judge from Newark, NJ loses her only child to a freaked out maniac, someone with a promising future and lets pretend he would have been the first Hispanic President of these United States, you don’t know, now we’ll never know.

You ever wonder why this country would have an insurrection in 2020, in the 21st century instead of having cured the inequality of schools and/or homelessness, maybe because the person that had the answer was a rebel and is now no longer with us.

I was once called a genius, ok not genius but savant, ok idiot savant, mmmm… ok. just idiot.


Some people that follow my blog might have read that I was homeless for some time between 2015 and 2016.. I wasn’t homeless because I couldn’t get a job but because I had been evicted twice because my former employer refused to pay me my full pension for a year creating a situation where I couldn’t rent or buy. Having no other place to stay, I roamed the streets of San Diego for a little over a year, mostly staying in my car but some times venturing out and staying in what I thought was a secluded place out in the open. During one of these occasions, I woke up with my pants undone. They were adidas sweat pants, but they were tied tight. I woke up face down, I usually sleep on my side, and with some of my stuff strewn around, I couldn’t tell you why I was face down, with my drawstrings loose. Something didn’t feel right, but I couldn’t quite place it. The next night I decided to stay at a hotel, in a bed, with locked doors. While I was their, I used the bathroom and noticed blood, not in my stool but around my stool after I defecated. I ended going to the hospital the next day because of heart pain. While there, in San Diego, at the hospital, the doctor told me that a rectal exam was going to be needed. I asked why, she said for precautionary measures, I didn’t want to at first but she told me that it was necessary for other reasons or they couldn’t treat me. I got the exam and it was painful as hell but she said everything seems normal. I walk out, after getting dressed and there is this old guy in scrubs with glasses that I had seen before in San Diego, saying that he wanted to do it. As some people in the staff were like it was already done. Then he looks at me and says that he wanted to give me a rectal examination, I just look at the doctor that had already done it and asked “Do I have to?” because I didn’t need to find out if I was having a heart attack that badly. She said no. She said that I was extremely dehydrated and needed to get fluids. That guy, it turns out, wasn’t a doctor. I still don’t know what he was.

Now I read that 3 federal agents and/or people that fix stuff in the last year are being charged for sodomy. I was under federal investigation at the time. I still don’t know why I was shitting blood or how I ended up face down while I was asleep or how my pants got untied. I do know that I put in for an 8 million dollar refund on my taxes and they still haven’t paid me or charged me. Everything you just read is true except I still don’t know for 100% sure if he was a doctor or not but he didn’t have an ID and everyone else did and he seemed to like bung holes more than the ordinary person should.

Shortly after that (and another WTF incident) I spent all of my IRA on buying a house. I couldn’t be homeless anymore. The IRS now says I owe over $70,000 for early withdrawal of my retirement fund…. crazy shit that you can’t just make up.

There is one more thing… who the hell is pink dick?????? and where was he when this whole thing went down…. his comments are pretty insightful now.

Some things just have to be told, so people can say, that has to be bullshit…. right??